I just feel a little broken
I really don't know what I'm feeling...just jumbled. Dad's doing well with chemo. We went to Chapel Hill Monday and again yesterday, where we stayed the night again at the SECU Family House. At first they had us in a regular room with just one bed...uh...I mean I could've slept in the recliner, but Dad went and talked to them and they moved us to a room with a twin and a full of queen. Let me back up...ya know all of this time Dad and I have been spending together has just highlighted how dysfunctional and broken our relationship and communication is. I feel like I'm afraid to say anything that I would consider normal conversation or I'm "complaining" or I'm "worrying about everything." For instance, on the drive up or back, there are a lot of crazy drivers doing crazy driver things, like cutting people off, going from the far left or right lane across all lanes of traffic to the other side, going really slow or really fast, or cutt